avelenovsky

I'm already bored with it. I much prefer flickr. http://www.flickr.com/photos/avelenovsky/

It's almost amusing to me how abruptly things change in my life. I'll be carelessly floating about in my comfort zone and BAM. Knocked right back out. I can't decide if Mike breaking up with me is more of a positive or not. He is right in that things really aren't going to change and it's wonderful. I can't help but feel a loss however. I can't put my finger on what it is. Earlier today the emotional blow of it completely got the best of me and I was being silly with how upset I let myself get. It's like having the security blanket ripped away from me is giving it to him. I'd rather have it that way. I can cope being cold for a little bit.

 I went sledding for the first time in years yesteday. We actually had a decent snow. It was frightening. haha. Today is our second day off school. It's doubtful, but if we got three days off it would make my life. :w00t: Eternal Sunshine of the Spotless Mind changed my life. I still can't form words about it. It's just that phenomenal. I get my lens back in a week. ntil then I'm working with Polaroids and film. Talk to me watchers! I'm sorry I haven't responded to anything. My laptop is currently getting fixed so I'm stuck with this piece of shit. :heart: